It's finally time, I just moved into my dorm earlier today. I've not had a great day, I'm stressed, I have an upset stomach, I'm tired, and worst of all, I'm lonely. I live in this weird "pod" of 4 dorms, each with 2 people. That's right, I'm surrounded 7 complete strangers, the only familiar faces being an hour and a half drive away in a car I don't have. I just...have nothing and nobody to turn to, I've only been here for a few hours and I already miss home, I already want to go back.
I'm sure this is just initial homesickness that I'll get over in a few days, but man, I don't remember the last time I've felt this low. So many things to worry about, to prepare for, to FUCKING WORRY ABOUT.
Idk man, I'm just stressed. Stressed and scared. I just wanted to vent a little bit.
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